EVERYTHING IS MATH, AAASA

I think you just have to push back on their "no" and tell them to trust you / win their trust through personality and humanness. they seem scared and need a saviour, and because scared they doubt any future course of action and it's making them critical of solutions. so someone needs to basically tell them they're being dumb and what their next course of action should be, and strongly so that it cuts through that aura of fear they're spellbound by

yeah I noticed nobody appreciated my documentation itch until I'm gone and then I become some kind of mythical saint

listen it doesn't only help me. idiots.

kicker is when people make fun of you. I don't care what you say. I'm not gonna be mired in confusion. fuck your "system" or its lack of. wow I'm annoying when I work, but I'm fucking effective and you're a judgemental prick, stupid no less! *unexpected venting*

I did WSL2 for work a few years back and it surprisingly worked and worked like I had linux running. like it even ran commands faster than in the windows hahahaha like how does that make sense that's just sad

@antigermgerm his hacks are legendary in crypto. north Korea #1 crypto hacker

ye I thought open source was about anarchy

now they're monarchy of corporate shilling

weren't they hackers originally also?

ai

@antigermgerm shudda taken a picture. it's like cats on roombas

@tosensei r u disgusted at people cuz they're smarter than you and you have trauma about it

@12bitfloat that's cuz when you're rich all the parasites come to visit

@antigermgerm my conscience is ok with that. ride or die idk

@Demolishun Hershey's tastes like puke to some people btw

i am one of those people

@rootshell oooo idk how to sell shovels!

@tosensei yeah I mean those. you got it right!

@spongessuck that do be how you win

fear is the mind killer

@spongessuck trump tariffs made market go down like 20%

someone did a rumour in finance that trump will reverse tariffs. market went up 10%. white house commented and said they said no such thing. market went back down that 10%. tehe.

@AvatarOfKaine older, if stacked means money not yet

I actually weigh the least I have in my lifetime rn and am the fittest despite not doing anything. I got sick so switched to a very restrictive mostly meat diet... no junk food, all organic, and eating lots of anti oxidants to the degree I've lost belly fat I got in my teens from eating chips one time lol

hmmm sounds like some kind of perceptual curse for some reason

people get these in small amounts here and there but yours seems more extreme. I know they happen all the time and I can notice people seeing them but not sure how they get solved

I even picked up some myself but I still don't understand the mechanics

@gatoMalicioso hmmm it's in their business books

leme see if I can find one

I'm saying it's a cult because it's like propaganda. like how they teach comp sci students to use Amazon services now in school instead of knowing how to host your own stuff

hmm asked AI and it doesn't know. maybe it was in peter thiel's "one to zero" book. it was some concept of "perks over salaries"

found this wiki page: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/...

I know from running a contracting business for a while that you can avoid taxes by buying things with company money -- you're only taxed on revenue as a corp, so basically no tax if it's "expenses". but if you look at the numbers, the "perks" companies give are not expensive to them. it was this idea that people don't know the worth of money, and instead they end up perceiving the perks emotionally and thinking they were worth more money than they were, psychologically. there was a push for that at some point. maybe lost to time now

@Demolishun yeah, windowing

it didn't read the whole file. streaming might be incorrect even. I think you needed to ask the starting length and ending length of the file system and so it only read those and gave them back

what I had written was a tail/head utility, and I was just keeping track of the cursor of where in the file I was reading. so you could read files backwards even if you wanted to. since generally you tail log files

the ancient text editor was perfectly fast. not a lag, ever. basically no memory footprint either. it only loaded what you were looking at

... ummm I also wrote a file system streaming file reader in node.js once. because they wanted to be able to browse like 16gb log files line by line on a website... hosted by a server with like 8gb ram that had a bunch of other things running on it (and somehow all the file readers in node.js loaded the WHOLE file into memory and not as needed which was stupid)

so there's some kind of way to just stream X bytes of a file at a time, which would work perfectly fine for csv. this way you could avoid RAM limits if that becomes a problem

I don't actually know how node.js did the streaming but I would assume there's some kind of system API that is exposed, and I just used a wrapper node.js wrote around it

... actually it kind of makes sense there is such a API. I got the idea from using some kind of ancient text editor that could strangely browse 80gb text files without crashing. notepad loads the whole file into RAM and that caused crazy lag. but this ancient text editor was different!

I actually learned that doing retoor's banned words thing in that repo everyone was messing with

and the sequential vs parallel file reading did show when I benchmarked it on hdd and ssd

id sequentially convert and be too lazy to parallel. I would assume waiting for it would be fine, since it isn't like anyone optimized that system you're using so I doubt speed would be a concern to them (as a consistent character trait)

if you needed speed I would take the files and put them on a SSD and then you theoretically could do whatever nonsense you wanted to with parallelism and whatever else, then put the results back on the disk you wanted

parallelism apparently is slower on hdds than reading sequentially because of the limitations of that reading arm thing. so doing fancy threading probably would slow the system down and that would be the more important effect than fragmentation itself. basically parallelizing will be useless anyway on older storage mediums

@Lensflare OMG that's SUCH a troll answer! it's like you're a BPD girl whining for attention. it's perfect!

ooo is that how mail servers work. Ok. Now I suddenly wanna write my own... in like 3 years. Def one way to keep your emails private

@Lensflare what a troll thing to say!

idk if someone can be attractive to me by their coding ability. I think I'd be far too elitist

@BordedDev hahahaha

he's a history buff and has the power to be a human encyclopedia so I do that

@BordedDev it literally makes me so calm

I don't think there's toxins stuff in it though

but in other coffee the kick is different. it makes me manic which I assumed was just caffeine but now I wonder if they put pesticides in it or something. I get manic if I eat bad food that messes me up actually

but with this coffee I wake up really tired then drink it and go back to normal. but it makes me extremely calm and relaxed, alongside awake. I thought coffee was supposed to make you amped up lol, now I'm thinking that's contaminated coffee or something...

ordered more organic coffee and gonna test it with different brands in a few days

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these are apparently robusta. never heard of it. I can't tell if I like it. kind of tastes like too much cinnamon. other days I think it tastes really good though

also yeah Google says robusta is more caffeine. def first time I drank it I felt that. now I'm used to it. this also means caffeine itself doesn't make me manic...

@Demolishun I had a spinal tap and my doctor, who i liked and was smart, told me if I don't recover from it to come in for a blood patch

all a blood patch is? they take your blood and put it on the wound so that it clots over. the problem with a spinal tap is you lose pressure in your spinal fluid and brain, and your body is supposed to rehydrate and remake it, but with some people they're still leaking spinal fluid because your body doesn't expect to have to heal small needle hole that was made in your spine

anyway it was 2 weeks and I still couldn't stand. if I did I got a killer headache. so I went to the hospital. I waited 12 hours, for a doctor who came in and flaunted how he was delivering babies, only to then insult my doctor for doing the spinal tap, tell me I "knew what I was getting into" and saying he felt uncomfortable with doing the procedure. then he left. whaaaat the fuuuuck

the ER doc on staff was even horrified. people are such dicks