@CaptainRant haaoooo

@retoor shamanic music, psytrance, EDM, synthwave

they don't have artists or names anymore

there's just tons of channels like this that upload 1-2 hour videos every 3 days

sometimes it's ok but it's soulless. like you think something is gonna happen but it's all off which is really annoying. so bland. nothing happens

browsing my music suggestions:
https://youtube.com/@SynthMageYT/
https://youtube.com/watch/...

I learn when AI coding when the AI codes bad

but I think it takes longer to figure it out. not because I'm using AI to try to figure out why it went wrong but because Google search is just retarded now and the old good stack overflow and YouTube coder knowledges are no longer made for modern stuff. everything is shallow and overly monetized now and it's so miserable

I hate AI music so much

I can't find good music anymore because YouTube is just flooded with AI albums/mixes now and they all just sound so flat and bad. you can't stop the slop

@retoor legit don't know how we're not at the singularity of brain rot rn. I think we are. surely something has to break soon

@BordedDev pansy

rawtekk: https://youtube.com/watch/...

I might be coming out of it a bit. got pissed earlier. forgot music exists

when I was more depressed the anxiety didn't come on, but I found talking to people to be "what's the point" so I solved one problem and got landed with functionally the same problem =-=

uhhhh

idk what that means but as a Canadian we have a lot of scam callers last 5 years

idk I get standstill anxiety when I apply because when I worked I legit wanted to kill myself

*floats around like a dark wraith*

had a roommate and when high he wanted to suck dick but when sober he couldn't

there's also rumours on the Internet that it's some kind of parasite infection

... also another group of people all took MDMA and sucked each others' dicks, repeatedly. I don't know what all their orientations were before but probably not that gay

... I once did a drinking contest with two 280 lb men and rum and by the end of it I wanted to bone them both and that was wild. one of them was sooooo gross. I came out of that and I was horrified

@Lensflare wait but I don't like programming since my job

also I want death

idk how you have the motivation

#2 when working with idiots or spaghetti

#1 becomes an architecture problem and you'll need to own the code because if someone lesser touches it you'll have problems. but it's a nice fancy race car vroom vroom

it's what I'm good at so I guess it's what I'm stuck with

I'm not even good at it anymore, hahahaha. maybe I will again though

I feel like people kind of ruin hobbies for me though. I don't know what's up with that or how to fix it. it's like I got too much black and white thinking when people make things shitty

I guess senior guy needs to loosen up?

yeah but I don't know how to build anything on my own

separate the weak from the chaffing

@CaptainRant no the AI gave you sass actually hahaha

the AI makes things unnecessarily complicated btw

and instead today I came to the conclusion that asking for help has only gotten me exploited by opportunistic parties into bullshit they wanted and wasn't for me

it's probably a good trait

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if things aren't documented I would start a repository of documentation. would annoy me. I can't remember things even on my own and extensively use obsidian for notes for my own hardwares and softwares

make a wiki of all knowledge base. github has a wiki and I used that when I worked

I did get fired once maybe for this reason. I was pinning things in slack to document them for devs after me and my team lead didn't seem to appreciate me documenting her pigeonhole probably. with Google docs she would delete my comments but on slack she couldn't so that was maybe my mistake not picking up on that sentiment of hers until we got into design documents and not just environment setups. you'd think I'd have been appreciated smh

@12bitfloat yeah turns out refcell it handles fine by itself

but I still needed to make my own serializer because hashmaps with keyed enums don't convert to json. so you convert them to vecs with tuples

oh nevermind seems it was the rc they were wrapped in previously

excellent

but still. apparently you're not supposed to use them

@Lensflare I haven't added new music in years though. I want novelty

bash tho

@antigermanist love is the answer not managing someone dispassionately lol

@antigermanist EU offers me code drones for the war with Russia jobs in rust sometimes

I have experience automating pvp machines so kinda tempted even though I'd be killing my own genes 😵‍💫

@antigermanist there are words. they're just flavoured by scream. I scream, you scream, for ice cream

it's good to have fun

though it's not as pretty or readable

actually I'm an idiot

I can just use an anonymous function to handle each record

the inner state matters with mine