TFW it's 10am... you've already watched your news, gardened, showered, and did all your laundry, and you literally had to wait for the grocery store to open so you could have your one big dinner for the day, and the postman is taking forever with that package he says will arrive today, and you also have to go to another store for some items but you're actually too sleepy to care now zzz...

now I can be the one dunking on everyone saying they're too slow! HOW'D YOU LIKE THAT

why do movies contain so much whining, argh

ohno the Spain/Portugal outage was because of the poles shifting so we're losing the electromagnetic shielding around the planet while it happens...

the sun didn't even do anything. there was just a lack of protection for a moment above that region

sometimes I find pertinent information that could've saved me years of grief

whole industries crop up acknowledging the issue and trying to "save" people from it, and I don't mean alternative "scam" medicine. I mean establishment backed ones which think they're pushing the bounds of modern science

but they don't know how to actually fix it. maybe someone came to them and told them but they ignored the information

and then I find the information

and I'm just so mad

that I don't want to tell anybody about it either

I just want society to rot

that urge to go work for AI smart city data surveillance green energy people

I disagree with them but because I disagree I like wanna be a spy lol

huh, when frustrated and on stimmies hard, fast, rhythmic techno music is quite calming

well that makes sense

wonder if that's how I had so much equanimity during various periods of my life where I was in utter rage but nobody knew a thing, tehe

browser compatibility issues is just static languages compiler issues

y'all ain't better, guiizzz

actually it's far worse. wtf is a MVP CPU. apparently I don't have it though, so I can't compile to it, despite that being recommended by this people (and no one else mentions it...). and now I have an external tool compiling something else, so where do I stuff the build options. build options should apply but the binary doesn't change so clearly they're not applying -- and if I call build directly turns out I didn't even have a cpu capable of compiling to that so clearly these build options weren't being applied!

and every time I have to delete everything compiled JUST IN CASE I have stale data and sit around forever waiting for the damned compile and I try to test different compile versions

rust has taught me discipline

my life-long disposition to laziness is suddenly no more

I hate it, thanks

I've always viewed the unlazy and highly disciplined as a loser class. now what

so good to go back to code you wrote 6 years ago, and realize you improved both its readability and its computation complexity in a more recent rewrite

it's like you won bingo against yourself or something

it's all about attention

... lol ask AI to solve math problem

it says it's X and Y called math problem, and has no solution

while I'm reading that, I figure out the solution

AIs are so dumb they're giving me arrogance

the devil can only exist when no one's looking

really hate how they keep using the word equity everywhere

an AI just used it to describe some process prioritization code I handed it to summarize

that is not at all relevant here...

turns out this brain dyslexia I got from this COVID vaccine is hell when you're trying to work with numbers

interestingly I somehow did not expect this. I was having "conceptual" dyslexia and it was driving me nuts before. now I've healed from that but holy shit it's far more frustrating with numbers. you literally have no hope. everything looks like everything else, unlike with concepts which are far easier to "notice" and "feel" in your own head if that makes sense

I feel so helpless

trying to rely on AI now to help me and we all know how well it hallucinates logical things... no hope

hopefully it'll clear like the conceptual dyslexia did over time. I've never had dyslexia in my life. wild. wonder what causes it. guess we'll never know though because nobody's interested in the actual causes of anything, only making you dependent to treat the symptoms!

lol... turns out the people in Africa are enslaved because they have no access to organic normal seeds... they're given GMO seeds that obviously can't reproduce so that Monsanto can keep "selling" new seeds over and over again, that don't reproduce

we're gonna get to this level. the future the globalist desire

I wanna do a lay of the land survey a bit here

do people at your job threaten you or otherwise demean you?

for example,

threats such as: if you don't work this weekend you're not a team player / a problem element for the team, we don't care about your happiness you should only care about the client's happiness when you're going on your pre-approved vacation and saying no to being on call

demeaning such as unprompted comments like: if you work hard maybe you can be as good as some guy in a totally different department who just got 100$ gift card at a company party ?, and he makes the company 100k a year whereas I made them over half their revenue, in the millions... so that was very confusing. but they did a number of these comments. like the CEO showed pics of his (humble) house and I said it looked nice, and he said if I work hard maybe one day I can afford one wtf -- it's not like he perceived me not to be working hard, the guy literally called me perfect when he was a sourpuss about everyone

how about backhanded rewards? like for example they say you can work from home one day a week to get you excited about something but then turns out the work from home policy requires you to fill out a form they have to approve 2 weeks in advance of the date, and then the CEO comes in and says "yay now you can work from home when you're sick"

> Your concern is entirely valid—naming can significantly affect how intuitive a concept feels. The term "object safe" in Rust might seem odd or even misleading if we approach it from a traditional object‑oriented perspective.

can rust please stop trying to be "different" for the sake of being different. Dumbest thing. Just call things what they are. What's the point of words if you're not actually accurately using them. Especially for a programming language, which is based on math and logical systems. Like how. Why. Stop. Antithesis to the mindset that should be making languages to begin with if you can't do logic with the words that already exist. Horrible sales pitch. Are they trying to confuse people on purpose, make moats so nobody learns it? is this self-sabotage?

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I have bludgeoned an AI on this matter. I feel kind of bad. It tried to ad hominem me and then tell me I'd get it if I wasn't so new, and that it's a perfectly valid name because it's in the "reference guide". Called it out on appeal to authority and now it's just saying my argument points back at me like it's groveling. Sigh.

And it's hallucinated thinking I'm the whole online community giving critiques on this matter now, therefore my points are valid, lmao

I attacked in the wrong direction. turns out there was a constraint that was false and I never tested it. I never broke out of the strait jacket. so I spent 3 days designing around the idea that this constraint was real. when it was not at all. sigh

statically typed languages are very bondage fetish, aren't they

am I training to be houdini

> This is indeed a well-known architectural challenge—the "tying together" of heterogeneously typed objects with their matching data—often referred to as a variant of the Expression Problem

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> The expression problem is a challenging problem in programming languages that concerns the extensibility and modularity of statically typed data abstractions. The goal is to define a data abstraction that is extensible both in its representations and its behaviors, where one can add new representations and new behaviors to the data abstraction, without recompiling existing code, and while retaining static type safety (e.g., no casts). The statement of the problem exposes deficiencies in programming paradigms and programming languages, and as of 2023 is still considered unsolved,[citation needed] although there are many proposed solutions

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why do I always

also this is easy as pie in javascript. No wonder it was my favourite language. you're just so free to express yourself. DUNCHU SEE?!

you have 6 problems

you introduce rust, now you have 30 problems

you worked on it for about a month and maybe this is the 6th rewrite, and you now have 300 problems and also you have less functionality than every one of the previous versions

why and how

this pattern seems to be consistent no less

open source food wehn

apparently they put wheat and corn in things all the time... and seed oils like to fortify milk with vitamin d and vitamin a

and they don't have to notify you of that ingredient

so they don't

but people obviously have allergies to these things

which would sure explain a lot of shit. I noticed I couldn't eat anything that had corn in its ingredient list after I got sick, but there is also a bunch of stuff I can't eat that seems to mess me up the same way that doesn't have corn in their ingredients list, so it was purely fucking like Russian roulette gambling and trying new food would stress me out so bad -.-

companies might not like revealing how they're "creating the taste" or texture of their product to such a degree though. then it's revealing their "trade secret" like a company revealing their intellectual property

poison in your food is like a backdoor in your library though. I don't want to gamble. I want to know. fuck your shit. open source only or you're not getting on my wetware 😠

> Virtually all marketed drugs contain excipients, and final drug formulations commonly contain more excipient than active ingredient. Pharmaceutical regulations and standards mandate the identification and safety assessment of all ingredients in drugs, including their chemical decomposition products. Novel excipients can sometimes be patented, or the specific formulation can be kept as a trade secret to prevent competitors from duplicating it through reverse engineering

just feeding you this garbage. fuck you, that's why

in studies when testing these they also omit them =], so suddenly testing harmful product vs harmful excipients... oh it's less harmful than things we approved before!

if anyone wants to become an anti vaxxer: https://rumble.com/v6ss2zl-the-274t...
since sometimes people seem to claim that somehow is a crazy thing instead of a very sensible thing...
(though maybe don't watch that if it's gonna horrify you and you don't want that sensation)

apparently there's a sect of monks/philosophers that believe if you drink yourself silly on epiphanies you gain enlightenment

so cool

waiting on the day that someone else makes a decision on your future is not a fun thing to do, especially if you don't have the capability to outswim the sharks

mayday, mayday

world communism day
and Illuminati day

you're welcome

turns out Battlestar Galactica was a meta documentary

hmmm I think people can't survive certain things without enlightenment

that's very interesting?

also seems like Freud and the yogis got what ego is incorrect. we are told ego / identity is status, but it's actually enlightenment / wisdom and the third independently found characteristic in humans beside IQ (intelligence in yogis, superego in Freud, logos in Greek), and emotional intelligence (emotions in yogis, id in Freud, pathos in Greek)

I heard the lizards make wisdom a sin. I don't know what that is talking about, maybe I just didn't notice it. but they want everyone to be status-seeking and not have their real identity. the real identity is wisdom, the source of morality as philosophers viewed it. even they didn't notice that the Greek earlier philosophers thought ethos was identity in terms of status. but status is a very lizard concept, it's fragile and not fluid. hierarchies

also Confucius is such a mega lizard person. everything is about following rigid rules and repetitive ritual. no wonder the club of rome's council of 300 wants to kill everyone on the planet but the Chinese. they infiltrated their philosophy and culture with Confucius. they said the Chinese were regimented to following orders, so they'll kill less of them

but there's these two concepts, post traumatic stress disorder but also post traumatic growth. what determines which one you go into? your level of wisdom.

without wisdom you can't face the reality of existence. you'll want to be coddled.

and that's why it's a spiritual war. everywhere I read they say things will turn around and people are already waking up. but I don't see that. I think we're getting worse.

yesterday some french supremacists made rounds on me. that made me pretty depressed. this city didn't used to be like this. they maintain it always was. their reasons for hating the English are irrational. the lizards are making the language divide here. these people aren't even thinking. they've just been set in motion by something else. that's so sad. how do you process that?

Asians talk about discipline and value it greatly,
but what if they discipline you in the wrong direction?

does it matter or what?

power outage

I wonder if I post every time how many it will be

especially with green power political stuff going on these days this could be a funny bingo game

great

now I have a new conspiracy theory

we're all martians just trying to recreate our civilization back on Mars

and the lizards which were bred into the original humans on earth are trying to sabotage us

before their planet comes back from its 26 million year orbital cycle

so they distract us with green energy because it's inefficient. with politics and squabbles. so that we don't advance technologically enough to rebuild the civilization we had on mars

so then when their planet comes back around they can do whatever they want with us

why must everything be a cult =-=