Guys! Let’s have a contest.

I need a new name for a new journal for my new thoughts. Deep thoughts.

Person who best chooses a name that is fitting (maybe nerdy too) gets a ++ and a screenshot of my handwriting.

Is it normal for a project to have mixed responses? (Including myself) should I continue? It seems promising tho... some people are excited, some neutral, and others against...

Is inadequate a better word? how about stubborn lazy and stupid? Yeah, I think that sums me about up. Let's hope tomorrow is a better day... if that's even possible...

It's insane how ONE thought could trigger a chain of depressive thoughts.

Is anyone else constantly wrong or is it just me?

Aaaaand here comes that phase again...

wanting to sell everything I've got and starting over. Let's hope this one passes quickly before I make a wrong choice.

How do I stop being dead? It's starting to annoy me now...

I guess disappearing is a good thing.

backstory:
I’m in school and a “friend” (f) brings up some sort of religion.
Another sits there to watch. (b)

f: hey, b, are you religious?
b: yeah, why?
f: i’m not a fan of fictional books.

At this point, i’m already mad. thats the second time he’s brought up that joke today. its been told by him many times in the past. now its just annoying.

f: the real true religion is the spaghetti monster.

then f starts to try to convince b that that is the real religion. at this point i go to a friend to 1) make myself look busy and 2) have someone with sense to talk to.

DISCLAIMER: As long as you accept what/who someone believes, you are good. but the moment you diss religion without having their point of view, you’ve lost all my respect. Please look at both POV’s

How does one stop being boring?

Shoutout to all those little things in life that keep you going from day to day.

That moment when you are stuck trying to figure out what you are actually good at and you come up with nothing.

I'm at the point where I have to decide if I even have enough time to cry.

Sometimes I wonder:

Who actually cares?
About what I do
About what I make
About me.

Why put in effort if there is no different result? Why am I always sad? What ruins my day? Is there really hope? Why? So many life questions I want answered. Do I care too much? I definitely think way too much. Why am I so lazy. The questions I have.

Cheers,
To a better day.

It seems like sleep can solve some things.

Why can't I just stay silent?

Please listen to me.

I just want a small, simple project. Was that all too much to ask for? I didn't want anything big and permanent.

How does one become useful?

To my friend who will (hopefully) never see this:

If everything is a "Pain in the Ass", why even bother?

Please. You used that phrase 3 times today on various subjects. I'm getting a feeling that it really isn't that hard.

It's nice to see some optimism every once in a while...

I hate having friends that don't want any sort of challenge,

How do I tell a good friend that I don't exactly like what he does and want to do what I like, without everything going South?

I hate making things for friends and having no one use it... smh.

I absolutely LOVE being shot down the moment I bring up an idea just because they think it's hard. What if I want a challenge? NOPE. I patiently wait as I want to cry in bed all alone.

Is there a "friend reset" button?

Do I really have to hide my identity to not hurt people?