Needed to show dad something on my PC, realized I needed to install something, was about to.
Dad: "Which Linux are you even using?"
Me: (Oh boy) "Ummm, currently I'm on Slackware... 😬 😅"
I can literally see the intense pain forming on his face as he copes with it, takes like a minute to recover from the mental damage I just inflicted on him and fucking yells (paraphrasing)"Slackware?!?! Really?? That is literally the first Linux I used back in *1993*" in a semi-desperate tone of surprise.
So yeah, that was funny. Gave my poor dad emotional damage today.

I am, SO sorry, dad xD

Nemo is trans confirmed!

i spoke to the social worker in our union, it helped a lot i think.
she mostly said my feelings are valid and that our company is sickening, and that I'm sad now because I'm grieving and that's ok, but i should look for medical help.
it wasn't anything i didn't already know, but it's still reassuring that I'm not going mad, cause i feel like i was being gaslighted by my bosses

earlier today i had 6k+ unread trash emails. now i have exactly 1 :)

unemployment is actually very productive

14:11:43 elapsed.
I gotta stop pulling this shit.

Writing a brainfuck interpreter is a lot fun: Mine does recursion within loops. I also added functions: strings, you can cheat. Stackdump(!), Exit script(*) , go to first cell (^), go to last cell(?), nulling cell (0) It parses this for example: "retoor" ^[.>]. It will dump string retoor. Explanation: the string moves ptr to sixth place. ^ will reset pointer to first. [] is a loop that executes as long there's data in current cell. The "." prints char of current cell (Number if not alpha etc). ">" moves a cell to right. [.>] will thus print until it moved to an empty cell. To move to first, I could've also used my repeater function by adding times to repeat after command: <6 moves six places to left. .>.>.>.>.>.> is also a way to print six chars. +[,.] works as the Linux program "cat". , is one char keyboard input.

Thanks for listening to my tedtalk

Inspired by @EqualityCoder post aboutJjava:

TIL:

How to become root w/o having to provide a password:

unshare -rm

no go ahead and bind-mount your own /etc/hosts (or any other file/directory) w/o affecting the rest of the system!

I gave up trying to use generic numbers in rust and just converted everything to f64

now I can do math

stupid system

*moves into a new language, converts language to JavaScript*