Recently i feel like NPC especially when i go to sleep. I don't play games like that maybe the reason to blur the reality but i feel like an NPC within those hours.

What does it even mean to feel like an NPC?

@Lensflare just living life seeing it lead to nowhere and it not having purpose

@SidTheITGuy yeah people could just accept that life is fundamentally meaningless and without purpose and make the best out of it.

But apparently for many of us it means depression and despair and to cope with that we have to invent gods that give our lives meaning.

Personally I think none of this has anything to do with being or feeling like an NPC, but I think I understand where this is coming from.

gods are "real" and also I don't think meaning is in Gods. gods take away meaning in my view. there's several sects of philosophy about meaning btw. I subscribe to existentialism I guess. most are nihilism

also what NPC while sleeping. could be worse. could be dreaming about horrors beyond human comprehension. sigh

it's ok lately my dreams got super fucking weird ever since I found my etheric temple and had remodeled it. I seem to wake up and it's like I was just sitting in my room the whole time thinking about stuff. I've never had "normal" people dreams. doesn't even make sense! how can you count that as a dream?!

@SidTheITGuy "just living life seeing it lead to nowhere and it not having purpose"

That's freedom

For all we know NPCs are very happy. So just some weed and masturbate like a monkey and you will reach samhadi.