ok I have concluded I hate retoor

I was happier before the invention

this is actually the second time this happened

now I'm committed to a project I wasn't ready to do and it didn't even result in anything fruitful so my amount of rage is just indescribable

@retoor

SHOTS fired !!!

Girl fight !! Girl fight !! Girl fight !!

Meh, retoor would do anything to help :) I only made you enthusiastic about one of your own former projects :)

Still loving ya.

I will rage for you as well as I can strongly relate to this amount of sheer mismanagement and waste of talent.

Hang strong and convert anger to excitement!

Hey.. that's a.. yoga ball..

So what are you working on now?

This how I see this post ;P

I couldn't even spell intervention right

also turns out what I wrote last night DOES WORK perfectly fine. it was the TEST environment that was failing Ctrl + c saving the sockets file because it hard crashed instead of allowing the cleanup code to run

@retoor IM NOT ENTHUSIASTIC RSSGHHH

I told myself I wouldn't work on it today. last night I was like I'm burnt out and I need to actually do something fun. instead somehow ended up right back at it

I hate it.

this isn't even the first time. this happened before with something else where I felt the same things.

I'm falling for your hype attitude and it appears to be a weakness of mine and I don't know how to adapt. FUCK

@jestdotty Yeah it's infectious, works on things outside of code as well ;P

Know what you want to work on yet?

@BordedDev IM SO EASILY SWAYED I DONT LIKE IT

yeah I have tons of Todo list items. I'm confused about the question

technically I finished the proxy thing last night but I need to run tests and this will be difficult

I wanna go back to the screeps stuff cuz my original plan was to learn rust better with it. problem is my brain doesn't want the proxy work to fall out of my brain RAM and be for nothing so I'm just stuck waiting on that for now

otherwise I also realized my personal website has issues on mobile, whoops

and then after that I have a bunch of other shit... the screeps thing will take like 3 months. maybe 1 months and I'm over estimating

I need to rewrite my music library from JavaScript to rust (JavaScript version had lag for obvious reasons), then I could make non-shit music and explore math-stuff which wound be wonderful

I have like 50 varying sizes of games on my list also

... and recently I said I wanted to write my own mail server ground up lol

etc etc actually

@jestdotty I feel you, when I'm unsure like that I put it all on https://wheelofnames.com/ and if it lands on something I don't want to work on I just spin again and tell that voice to shut it. Worst case I dump a .md file

@BordedDev yeah I got .MD files in obsidian.

there's a TODO file and it's got a table I drag different rows on and each row is an item I wanna do, and I re-arrange them with ones I feel closer to at the top

@jestdotty I nearly spat out my milk this morning reading your RSGHHHH lmao.

@jestdotty Such wonderful projects! A true computer scientist!