hmmm I think people can't survive certain things without enlightenment

that's very interesting?

also seems like Freud and the yogis got what ego is incorrect. we are told ego / identity is status, but it's actually enlightenment / wisdom and the third independently found characteristic in humans beside IQ (intelligence in yogis, superego in Freud, logos in Greek), and emotional intelligence (emotions in yogis, id in Freud, pathos in Greek)

I heard the lizards make wisdom a sin. I don't know what that is talking about, maybe I just didn't notice it. but they want everyone to be status-seeking and not have their real identity. the real identity is wisdom, the source of morality as philosophers viewed it. even they didn't notice that the Greek earlier philosophers thought ethos was identity in terms of status. but status is a very lizard concept, it's fragile and not fluid. hierarchies

also Confucius is such a mega lizard person. everything is about following rigid rules and repetitive ritual. no wonder the club of rome's council of 300 wants to kill everyone on the planet but the Chinese. they infiltrated their philosophy and culture with Confucius. they said the Chinese were regimented to following orders, so they'll kill less of them

but there's these two concepts, post traumatic stress disorder but also post traumatic growth. what determines which one you go into? your level of wisdom.

without wisdom you can't face the reality of existence. you'll want to be coddled.

and that's why it's a spiritual war. everywhere I read they say things will turn around and people are already waking up. but I don't see that. I think we're getting worse.

yesterday some french supremacists made rounds on me. that made me pretty depressed. this city didn't used to be like this. they maintain it always was. their reasons for hating the English are irrational. the lizards are making the language divide here. these people aren't even thinking. they've just been set in motion by something else. that's so sad. how do you process that?