I usually don't get into competition, you know, because I don't feel that anyone needs to judge me the way I do what I do,

But I gave myself a competition to earn that gold 🏅 medal half way through my cs course, and now I've come to know that I've miserably failed,
> I feel a little depressed
> I feel a lot sad
> I want to get drunk but I can't, I live in dry state

To be really honest, I wanted to earn this medal to get some recognition, I want to cry really really hard but then what's the point

On the positive side I've got a job now, so that's there