memory is punishment
no memory is hell on earth

Hmm, no memory cloud be bliss.

@retoor have you ever lost your memory?

640 kb should be enough for everyone

@kiki would one remind that? I did have the opposite a few times, remembering everything.

@retoor yes, I remember the exact date range of my amnesia

Memories should be there. Not to hurt oneself or others. It should be there.

Otherwise what differences do we have from machines

@sandeepbalan exactly none.

but I'm yet to find a way to not make my memories hurt me

@kiki the kiki of the bad memories was a whole different kiki, long ago probably. That's how I cope, I just distance myself of bad stuff that happened a while ago, like it's a different person. In exception of psychosis, that doesn't leave my head, can talk unlimited about it but nobody wants to hear. Everything that happened during it, was real, for me. Don't care if people say elseway.

@retoor I tried that, but it didn't help

or, like, idk, transcend memories, or something, maaaan

Bad memory is even worse

(E.g. faulty ram but also out of memory (too traumatic, so you binge and take on swap))