I think the worst thing in the life is waking up without any desire to leave your bed just facing the roof for a whole day... It is like feeling empty.. omg!! This is horrifying to see your twenties passing without doing anything and the worse that you don't have anyone to talk to...
Sorry If I lost myself..

Stop it. Get help.

Talk with your doctor about seeing a therapist and getting on medications.

Everyone gets sad, but laying in bed all day with existential dread is unhealthy.

No judgment, I've been there. Fortunately I was able to get through it by talking about it and didn't need medication...yet. There will be a day that I will need it though, and that's ok.

Sounds like a good day to me

Don't be sorry. Life is not that easy...
I've wasted my whole twenties due to depression and because I've never seeked help. Medication alone will not help. It takes a solid change in your life to get a grip on it.

I just like to watch morning dreams like they're some tv shows

The real question is: are you facing the roof or the ceiling?