if you asked me what I'd be doing at whatever age i'm at right now, i'd have said i would likely have had a g/f, a house, and been settled down late in my career.

little did I know there are people who actively work against that for themselves and other more innocent men

@iiii well only a lack of understanding of what all this bs is doing in the background
truthfully i should never be lonesome or unhappy. but here i am. watching people post the same crap over and over and walk around in the same ways, and get older and older and older as they have the same literally the same phone conversations etc.

@iiii hey if i finally worked on my neural net to control turrett movement one would think that if i changed something like the sensitivity of the move stick or recoil or wind speed without telling it that it would retrain itself right ?

after a certain point trying to force a free mind to remember that everyone is garbage now, and not only that but encouraging people to come out of the closet about being garbage is awful abuse, and it harms everyone in the long run to encourage the sadism and lack of restraint of a few bad apples.

@iiii https://youtu.be/q-RUHhCzgxI