This is a story of a lovely lady.
she had several clips of bills stuffed in her dress

and a frustrated programmer

found that they were there where I had pressed.. them.

now heres a story of a crap economy that gave quite more than a hunch that to hang on to your well paying shit job, gets their panties in a great big bunch

a great big bunch a great big bunch
keep your job and in their nuts
they feel a punch :P

now dont you chase no, brand new techy, most of it for complete suckers. by the time that its usuable, the company that made it gave up :P

it gave up
it just gave up
if it was real in the first place at all it just gave up :P

What.

@Root grin its all about the pentiums baby :P and the strippers that google used to hire for its developers but now you find no mention of that the news article just disappeared

It's either a peom or a thrash metal song.

@AshesOfTheSun here’s the story of a lovely lady

God I feel old lol

I think something may have taken a toll on your brain.

@Ranchonyx likely the same thing causing people to wander around in circles willfully at the expense of much of their lives for the appearance of 0 reward and if hear tell if there is one then they gave up their lives to be monsters destroying themselves and the world and as such are drooling idiots beyond what one would imagine a mentally retarded caveman to be

@Root @AshesOfTheSun @Ranchonyx RIP, Andrey Markov.

@Root yeah...I really wish there was a way to block this guy.

@sariel oh look someone talks about being in the advertising industry and a duck club and coworkers having sex this guy remains quiet but he’s all heil hitler trying to reproduce the content limiting bs from years ago because he thinks he’ll be able to give himself some extra time which he won’t lol

You know you can just ignore me you fucking idiot :)

@sariel I’ll comment on your clumsy attempt to do what you little.... do over and over just so you know
Welcome to the rest of your life lol

@MadMadMadMrMim you really need to seek help man. I'm serious.

I really think you might have schizophrenia, and that shit is no joke.

Take care of yourself.

@sariel generally speaking people who repeat the same things over and over again calling other people crazy, not understanding apparently the actual symptoms of the disorder they keep spouting from their assmouths are either nuts themselves or questionable.

@MadMadMadMrMim that is the most coherent comment I have ever seen you make.

It's a shame that your logic is flawed though.

@sariel actually no its not. it just depends on how well you know people.

now. here is another cogent point.
all this meanness that fucked up pedophiles and the trash generation that grew up around me display in film, and stories, and in person, etc

Well, one day, that will be used to create a generation that so hates people who behave and appear this way that they will destroy anyone who begins to appear or behave like them. I was certainly sensitized to people lying when I was younger. Who knew a very large subsection of individuals around me were mostly liars though eh ?

And this is a repeat point.
Prove your real and repeat that this is a repeat point with some degree of elaboration :P

@sariel quite a few people have a strange kind of "can't help but deny things because the truth is too painful and too unbelievable" problem.

Others just lie to encourage this in others or because they are mean spirited and hollow.

The former should be protected
The latter should be shot.

@MadMadMadMrMim you have a strong fixation on pedophiles, can you tell me why that is?

@sariel probably because my father was one and I recently remembered him taking me to be molested in colorado when I was little.

@sariel not the expected answer asshole ? we'll go further. before I remembered that I was exposed to a sex trafficking organization ran out of the same where dirty cops played games with me when i was younger and interested in government service to bring out a trauma which would enable them to cause me to repress my memory the way I did when I was kid when my dad changed gears on me and started denying not only that he'd set up for me to be molested, but witnessed it screamed at me, and then was suddenly the good father protector figure again. sound familiar ?

@sariel hell we'll go a little further.
why not.
my aunt, mother, and grandmother and father, all of which are hopefully dead, and a few of their warped children were raised not only being molested and selling their bodies and keeping it a secret but apparently were actively involved in sex trafficking of minors up to adolescence since before I was born.

my father traveled to china as a corporate purchases pretending to be helping the working class families but instead offering them bogus adoption scams apparently, to import children into the sex trade from china.

I turned over information to the embassy at one point and they ceased sending him there, which makes me think the embassy tipped him off, while covering themselves.

my goal was to get him scooped up and thrown in a military prison on his next visit.

would have been nice. they'd have tortured him to death.

i could go on.

would you like to know anything else today ?

@MadMadMadMrMim so why do you think you need to project that hate and anger on the population of this platform?

@sariel well I don't feel I've been doing that, I've just been noticing some of the hoofprints. Like the repetition. And the way in which they tend to advertise themselves at points, truthfully. And some of their psychological characteristics when you read their writing. That and some of my own writing from years ago :P

@sariel for example repositioning oneself consistently to remain in the 'moral right' after trying to exert some degree of authority in such a way as to cast aspersions for what would be a predictable defensive maneuver to implicate someone for what oneself is actually guilty of in order to isolate someone and then try to push them off an area that has been marked as 'their territory' both physically and digitally in differing contexts :P

its a constant war for ground that has turned into a what is seeming after years to be a honeypot for fucked up people that end up getting trapped along with the people they're trying to repress that have valid gripes against them and while they still get away with shit, they gradually get worn down and die and lose all joy in life for something that was just soooo 'worthwhile'.

its exasperating really.

@MadMadMadMrMim so you feel worn down and joyless? Do you think it might be because you attempt to isolate yourself from everyone and so you're unable to make any real connection with a person?

@sariel actually I was referring to said idiots behavior being exasperating as they dig and dig and dig for details about what suffering feels like because they never felt joy in their entire life and so therefore have no basis for comparison

Supposedly the entire reason they act like melodramatic psychopathic fag queens

@sariel like I could sit here and vent on one of them all day and they’re so fucked up they’d be enthralled and excited by it

Just like they are by all suffering and unpleasantness

So I’m worn down because these idiots sold themselves
They reduced their own lives to circular paths of idiocy that are on a course to fall directly and neatly under the law of diminishing returns

Their joy and feelings of empowerment on a downward spiral
Their energy depleted
And while I may feel more blank and entrapped by the scum as I watch them

My suffering decreases and finally they begin to understand what they have lost

And it took so much pointless waste of human life to teach them

So no what I feel is contempt and an ever growing impatience over the matter of them retiring to hell to have their flesh and soul torn into little pieces while satan rapes them in the ass like their cousin daddy who they emulate

@sariel and to add to it a fairly disgusted outlook on people who willfully sacrifice all sentiment and warmth they could feel to live in a by design form of serfdom where the purpose of civilized life which is growth and enjoyment and the reaching of a comfortable way of life has been replaced by whatever retarded shit this is

@sariel and basically in their cases they’re just like people being chased around by a torch they lit being used to chase their feet by people just like them

@sariel that’s the perspective from the other group

What’s left of the normal members of society who may be damaged but lived longer and who are still sane

@sariel they reach a state of negatively charged physiological arousal that they are normalized too along with a simplified predator prey mindset that they feel uncomfortable outside of and unhappy outside of very similar to the sadist masochist dynamic

@sariel to the point where mild joy never satisfies them and adult sexuality does not have the power or lack of power component they’ve been twisted into

And so no matter how beautiful some of them are as they exercise themselves into a stage just above depression or eat or starve themselves into morbid obesity or skeletal body shapes or punish themselves into mutilation they need constant symbolic immersion in some nightmare world where their obsessive thoughts are further and further pushed towards one extreme or the other until they finally have no way of sating themselves and just end up hollow bitter unhappy shells

That is what is tiresome and exasperating that around the late 20 teens so many places embraced this retarded subhuman pointless stupid mindset, trading life for this bullshit with a million different explanations and motivations reflecting a million lies meant to simplify human thought to that of an obsessed infant

@sariel I look at the world and see things as they are
They look at the world and chose to see one thing and it’s a shared delusion and it makes me sick
Like right now I’m viewing a chick who was fucked up to begin with but she’s taken to starving herself into a human skeleton so she can play some warped power game of betrayed trust with some guy who is turned on by this
And this last is becoming more common

@MadMadMadMrMim suffering and pain is subjective to the individual. We all carry burdens and not one is greater or lessor than the other. The true weight of the scars we carry can only be measured by those who wear them.

Why subject yourself to pain that only you have the power to overcome?

Yes, what happened to you is terrible, but that does not mean you can go around projecting and blaming those around you. At that point you are no longer the victim and become the abuser.

I suppose that's not too surprising, 35% of all males that are abused become abusers themselves. This isn't just limited to abuse that's sexual in nature, but physical, verbal, and psychological abuse in its many forms.

I think you might be suffering from a lack of help. You should get in contact with a real therapist and work through your years of abuse before it consumes you entirely and you permanently damage someone else.

Although devrant can be supportive, the community isn't your punching bag or therapist

@sariel and here we see on display the example of someone trying to turn ones perception of truth in the direction what they are personally afflicted with because they like to speak through a forked tongue.