I have a first date tonight, but production is smoldering and about to catch fire, and it was my doing. I get 5 people coming to my desk every minute asking when's it gonna be fixed. my supervisors think I'm enjoying this because It's delaying a feature. I'm not. I feel like crying, and it shows.

You gotta power through this bro. You can only get stronger. Sounds like there is no release management in the company so putting the blame solely on you, intimidating you and making feel bad is a sign of abysmal team management. Get the job done and don't feel like you're the only one to blame. Think about the next steps a little later. All the best on your date.

Wish you all the best for your date. Hope you get this sorted out.

Git revert that shit and go on your date. Good luck